i feel like such a bad sister

after water polo yesterday, jill told me that my sister bought 3 candygrams for herself, saying they were from me. do i neglect her that much? i felt so bad. she's annoying, constantly, but i think she just wants me to be nice to her. will try doing that, as sometimes she deserves it. won our water polo game yesterday. well, not really. we won because the other school had 5 players, so we had to give them some of ours. they won. but what's going down in the book is that we won. yay!didnt go to kickboxing yesterday. i was too sore, and kind of distracted. i should've gone though, because i always feel really good afterwards, really fit and strong. and its fun. i read lotr instead. got up to chapter 8. go me!