knew those big feet would go far..

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i have so many projects and tests. next week, i have 2 projects due (neither of which i've started), 3 tests (none of which i've studied for) and the stupid literacy test. but i'm not stressed... no.. because i dont get stressed. some little kids are making sacrificial music next door. i think they're killing wilbur.i feel like i have no spare time. i hardly have any time after school, with piano and water polo and karate etc, i have a shitload of homework to do this weekend, and i dont have any spares. march break right about now would be nice. we have a water polo game (again) today, but i really have to work on my saves. i keep forgetting that i can use two hands, and i was watching the video of our game on tuesday, and i really dont jump up very high. i could've saved so many more goals if i had put more effort into it. we just had a latin test, and i finished like half an hour early, but i handed it in. i think i got everything, but nobody else was finished, and i hate it when that happens, because i always think it's too short, or i missed a page or something. but i checked it over like 6 times, and it seemed fine to me. will see when it's handed back.*boom boom boom boom*

i feel like such a bad sister

after water polo yesterday, jill told me that my sister bought 3 candygrams for herself, saying they were from me. do i neglect her that much? i felt so bad. she's annoying, constantly, but i think she just wants me to be nice to her. will try doing that, as sometimes she deserves it. won our water polo game yesterday. well, not really. we won because the other school had 5 players, so we had to give them some of ours. they won. but what's going down in the book is that we won. yay!didnt go to kickboxing yesterday. i was too sore, and kind of distracted. i should've gone though, because i always feel really good afterwards, really fit and strong. and its fun. i read lotr instead. got up to chapter 8. go me!

we didn't win..

but we did better than we have before. another game tomorrow. and on friday. and practice monday morning. my oh my!i have decided that my life is split up into 3 parts: lord of the rings (books and movie, but mainly books), water polo, and karate. those are what take up most of my time. well, i guess there's school too. so my life is split into 3.5 parts. and then there's piano and bass and art. and emails/journal, but that is limited. so busy!am not as obsessed with billy now. i think it was seeing-too-many-pictures-and-getting-overwhelmed ness. double history with a substitute, you've got to do something! can't wait to find time to read tonight. i want to get to chapter 8. there's the craziest picture linked from cassieclaire's journal, of viggo and dominic (sp?). go see it, it's hilarious. made me pee my pants.am so hungry. will eat supper, do some homework, then go to karate, then do piano practicing, then write email, then brush my teeth etc and read.

oh dear, i am too obsessed with billy boyd

got some really hot pics of him though :) there's an amazing site, www.angelfire.com/film/billyboyduk/soooo many good pics, and transcripts of interviews, etc. now, must calm myself... cannot get *too* obsessed with a 33 year old actor in scotland. he's single though, and is open to offers, and is a self-called ladies man. 2nd most elegible scotsman, according to an article done by some magazine. first is prince william, but he's ugly so he doesnt count. i'm so proud of billy!water polo soon!

my musings for the morning

water polo game today! so excited. i want a black eye. i have a terribly violent little sister, who is 9 years old but almost as tall as me, i've been taking karate for 2 or 3 years, and i started water polo, but i've never had a black eye. i think i deserve some battle scars from water polo, but i'm goalie so i wont be so much in the violent part.i think i already said this, but i saw lotr again on sunday! aragorn is so manly and hot and rugged. even more so than when i did see him first. and pippin is so much hotter and funnier the third time. billy boyd even looks great in a kilt. it takes a hot man to look extremely hot in a kilt.i finally understand stable octets in chem. i think. i could have a totally different idea than the real one, but i feel like i understand, and that's comforting right now.read about the trailer for the two towers, on aint it cool news.com or something like that. sooo excited. excitement still remaining from first movie though, so i'm trying to keep it as long as possible. i love lord of the rings. on chapter 6 of the second half of two towers right now. for the 2nd time.

why oh why?

hein.i want to see the interviews on billy boyd's site (www.billyboyd.net) but it wont' let me, because there's a firewall up at school, and at home, my dad blocks the sites from europe because he gets lots of hacks from there. and billy boyd's site is based in scotland. i can read the interviews, but i want to listen to his accent, and the ones about lotr arent transcribed yet. how is this fair?! hes so cute. and so down-to-earth. and he has a clean drivers license. and can sing. and he's just a bit taller than be. by about 2.5 inches. hein!

always knew i was a hobbit

I'm Hobbit!I am a Hobbit, like Frodo Baggins or Meriadoc Brandybuck. I'm an all-singing, all-dancing, all-eating midget, and I'd damn sure give the Munchkins a run for their money. I also have exceptionally hairy feet, but let's not go into my personal problems.Click here to find out which species you are!

its snowing! and all the snowflakes are the same probably!

ha! we had a water polo tournament yesterday. won one, lost 2. but it was amazingly fun anyways. and they gave me the honorary mug! i was so surprised! the older players actually voted to see which new player deserved the honorary mug, and they chose me. they musn't have seen the time when i had the ball in my hand (in my arms! chained to my arms!) and it escaped and jumped into the net. or the time when the goalie scored on me. which was so obvious and i could've stopped it if i wasn't not-expecting it. but they still gave me the honorary mug. i am so touched. of course sara and dorothy gave it to me when my bathing suit was on one shoulder and my bra was over it, and i had another bathing suit around my waist, but thats ok! mj so kindly pointed out a couple weeks ago that she has a hot boyfriend and i dont. thank you mj. that was low. decided i must find a boyfriend sometime in the next 2 and a half years. ok, so by the time i finish high school. there must be someone out there who is a pervy hobbit-fancier! (as have decided am a hobbit, due to big feet and medium-length curly hair, though i have no mullet). so while jenn (malacite) is off in toronto attacking every guy she sees, i will be in english class. discussing jane eyrehead. oh, the unfairness of it all!it would probably help if i knew some guys. unfortunately, that is not the case.seeing lord of the rings with mj and jenn (malacite) today! soooo excited. i get to see pippin and aragorn for 3 hours and 10 minutes! while everybody else is drooling over legolas (who is too pretty, and has nicer hair than me, and is ugly when not legolas). i get them all to myself. go me!

cassieclaire wrote another very secret diary!

they're so amazing. she's such a good writer.am seeing lotr tomorrow! hot pippin and aragorn. they are mine. i even have a whole plan. i will marry billy boyd, because he seems really funny and good for commitment, but have a fling with aragorn (not viggo - aragorn) because he's serious so i couldnt stand him for long, but hes sexy. (repeat - not viggo. hes just weird, in a kind of cute way.) it would help if they werent 8374 years older than me though.water polo tournament again today. can't wait. have too much bottled-up energy in me, from anticipation of movie tomorrow, anticipation of new journal, email-writing to jenn, and adoration of billy boyd and aragorn (but its good that viggo is multi-talented). will take out energy on water polo players, if i can get out of nets for a few minutes. but i like being goalie too. i'm so glad i got a lj, because even when i was little, i wanted to keep a journal, but i dont really like writing (with a pen/pencil). it's too slow. and i always forgot. but i dont for this, because i'm always on the computer, and can type relatively quickly. so its good. my hair is getting frizzier and frizzier, from chlorine from water polo i think. water polo takes up my whole life, along with lotr. i didnt wear any makeup at all today! i went all day (am leaving at 5:45) without it. so very proud.

this is rather scary.. the first test that is not like me at all.

I am 61-80% GhettoI AM ghetto. And you know this- MAN.

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2 days till lotr!

had a water polo tournament today. we lost one game (but did better than the last two years first games) and tied the other. have a 4hour pre-season tournament tomorrow too. i dont think my hedgehog can walk. she waddles. she waddling around the kitchen floor right now, and was eating important documents that are in a box on the floor. she likes eating paper. her name is ziggy.on thursday i had a meeting with an ib teacher. I am now going to take full ib, higher level in english, economics and physics, and standard level in french, chem and math. i think it sounds good. told her i was going to take philosophy next year, but changed my mind last night; taking latin instead. and music on the side, but not for ib. i cant really buy a bass then not take music, and i want to anyways. i'm really glad she made everybody have those interviews, because i had no idea what courses i wanted to take, but now i do. which is good. now i just have to figure out university :)my hedgehog crapped on the floor. back in the cage she goes; it's good my mom's not here now.i really should get more music on my comp. like lotr. i just have a sinead o'connor cd copied, and a bunch of old songs i'm tired of, and le tango de roxanne.i'm seeing lotr for the third time on sunday late afternoon, and then mj's coming over to sleep over (shes seeing it too) because we have a water polo practice next morning. that means i will have seen her every day since last monday, to next friday. its good i like her, otherwise i'd probably punch her come thursday. lol i am so addicted to makeup. i even put tinted moisturizer and a bit of eyeshadow on this morning, even though i was going to a water polo pre-season tournament at 1:00. no mascara though. i've learned not do wear it when you know you'll be swimming.

i love these quizzes

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answer to my question from yesterday..

asked my chem teacher about the snowflakes. she thinks there are snowflakes that are the same too.go me!

of cabbages and kings

i need to straighten my hair tomorrow. this should be interesting, as am not good with styling hair. if i come to school with a chunk of my hair either gone or blacker than it already is, that is why. 4 days till lord of the rings again! *does a little dance*my list of hot/funny parts:when aragorn puts the sword in front of his face after frodo runs away at the end (hot)when aragorn jumps off the balcony (at about the same part) and yells 'elendil!' (funny)when pippin says 'merry? i'm hungry' (funny)when aragorn is brooding in the corner in the prancing pony (hot)when aragorn says 'ride hard' (funny)when pippin says something about needing people of intelligence on the quest (funny/hot because its pippin)when pippin knocks the skeleton off the well in the mines of moria (hot)when pippin goes to get a big thingy of beer in the prancing pony (funny/hot because most of the things that pippin does is funny, and therefore hot, because funny is hot, and pippin is hot.)will add more later.

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my new thought

i am going to email billy boyd and say something (i have yet to think of what) and ask for his hand in marriage. then i'll say i'm joking. no actually i wont, it'll be funnier like that.?friday like feel it does whyits pyjama day tomorrow. i dont have any pyjamas, i sleep in underwear and a tank top. that could be a problem.. know what? this whole journal thing is about me. its mine. i was just thinking about writing how ungraceful i am, and how i tripped on a smooth carpet today, but then i though that that has nothing to do with anybody else, it only relates to me. then i thought that of course i'm not going to write other people's stuff in here, because i'm not an other people. mua haha i get to be unguiltily selfish. it was elijah's birthday yesterday. i'll have to find viggo and billy's birthdays.is it certain that no two snowflakes are the same? how could you find out?

5 days till i see lord of the rings!

my latin class is getting filmed for cbc or something. we're supposed to parse sentances, but i cant do that. so i'm going to be sniffling (i have a cold), highlighting the wrong words with the wrong colours, with wet hair and bags under my eyes (i had water polo this morning, and got up at 5:30). so if anybody watches it, you know which one is me. i dont know if i said this yesterday, but go read jenn's journal (malacite). we made up a whole bunch of parodies, and they're really funny, and shes putting them all up.nl has had a personality change (temporary, i hope. she's really funny when mean). she was nice to me and my friend , who she hated last year, this term. lol nl is the devil. not really. its just fun to say.a hypothetical situation (truly hypothetical):if you eat really healthily, and excersise, and are in general good health, but drink, then is that ok because you work so hard to keep your body in good shape, so a few drinks wont matter? or is it a waste of effort to stay healthy then drink? sometimes i think the latter, but sometimes i think the first one, because being really healthy can sort of justify doing something bad once in a while. but actually kind of frequently. i dont know.

my lips hurt.. pass the lip balm

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The First Entry

well, here's the first. i'm going to see lord of the rings again on sunday. for the third time. i think four will be my last, still have one to go after the weekend. go me!i saw moulin rouge for the first time yesterday, it was good, but weird. i loved the music though, especially the 'roxanne' song. it's so great when music is so full like that, and clashing but complimenting. will have to get soundtrack. but will only listen to it after i'm finished with the lotr soundtrack. which will be in a while.silly careers class. our teacher keeps asking us to research on a profession that we're interested in, but i have no idea. at all. and i probably should, as i'll be going to university in two years. *sigh* so many choices! i think i'll be a writer. *ha* right. i'll be a llama.i gave jasmine my password for a chat thingy. baaad decision. i think lots of people will be getting funny messages, supposedly from me. oh well.